狂奔吧

你只问我飞得高不高，从不问我飞得累不累。
你只在乎结果好不好，从不过问付出多不多。

人对事情总是期望很多，想要很多，没有一刻满足。父母望子成龙，王女成凤，孩子所承受的压力逐渐地形成叛逆的力量，自制力不好就崩溃。出来社会，亲朋戚友嘘寒问暖的多是薪水多少？买什么车？买屋子了吗？几时取老婆？没有人会问你工作累不累，健康好不好，睡眠够不够。。

现实，吞噬了人情。
做人这又何必？

为生活，为日子，狂奔吧朋友

电影分享: 天天好天

兔年还没来，药仔们的心情早早就 ‘恭喜发财’。我还莫名其妙地被大伙儿拉去戏院看『天天好天』，十几张嘴都异口同声说“ 过年了啦，看些贺岁片感受下气氛。” 那时候明明都还没做年。

戏是不错，很有意义。很多人说看了会哭到稀里哗啦，erm， 我的泪细胞比较迟钝，泪满眼库的feel 一点都没有 (得空得去查查我的眼泪神经 lol.) 我只能说戏里的那个SUSANTI 女佣西北无敌超级抢戏，逗得我笑到前仰后引, 她真的超好笑。

近来本土电影拍得还真的不错，拍摄手法和剪辑都蛮有水准。唯有背景音乐，情感的表达，故事的协调和画面的捕捉还需要磨练。在电影上，我们还是新手，如果政府愿意投入更多的资产在电影业，培训更多的专业，将本土电影打如国际市场不会是问题，指日可待。

朋友，兔年行大运，天天好天，大家都发啊～

办塞日记

每天早上都要到以上这地方报到，心态已从前几个月的积极到近来的懒散。每天准时打卡，工作是一直注意手表，准时打卡放工。啊，我不是一个敬业的药仔。可是我没有吃蛇叻。。。。

很想要表态一下，工作的日子真的像塞车酱很塞，像天黑乌云酱阻塞。如果塞车又遇上雨天，真的是甲塞。天天酱塞，弄到我的血管也有点阻塞，感觉我老了。真的给月亮小姐讲中，是衰样的 uncle。


不行，日子不可以这么塞，不可这么一愁莫展，所以上周末就去解塞，去放肆啦。。。
可能是上了年龄的关系（才24岁叻，啦啦仔），到One Jaya 闲逛，目光被一家婴儿用品店吸引。感觉很怪是不是，向我这种啦啦仔不是该被那些超FASHION 的衣服吸引吗？我就进去逛了一下，看到那些小东西，想像着如果现在我有个孩子在身边，就给他买这个。。。感觉我应该可以去当爸爸了， 很uncle 是不是。说真的，看看这些小东西，心情真的是超好。不用Aspirin 也可以清血了。


平常在逛的都是日常用品部，最近想学些红酒的知识，就逛了红酒专卖店（很high class是不是），买了一支红酒（送家人的啦）。跟老板聊了很久，发现自己真的是井底之蛙，有很多书上读不到的东西都不懂，竟然学人家uncle 喝红酒！haha, 有点打肿脸充uncle 的感觉。
还去了书店，也是很uncle 的去逛摄影栏（最近也开始很迷摄影），想买本摄影杂志，发现钱不够，算啦，下次吧。。


都说了要解塞嘛，所以就参与健康检验与辅导活动。我为人慷慨大方，不要只帮自己解塞，还要人人的日子都可以通肠一下。给民众健康辅导，发现古晋人的生活真的很健康，血压血糖胆固全都正常，每个人都说自己有运动的习惯。给一个uncle 问道：“年轻人，你叫我运动，你自己有吗？”。 不好意思uncle, 我最近真的没有运动，今年才跑一次步。所以咯，为什么我的生活会阻塞？因为没有活动我那澎湃活跃的胫骨。


老实说，人的毛病是懒惰，这东西是老妈老师没教的，与生俱来。平时努力点充实自己，多看些不同类型的书籍，看看些不同地方的名族风情，你的生活何来阻塞，你的心态何来老态？日子应该要这样，每天要看看不同的东西，让你的思想更丰富，思维更有创意。

办塞去，继续我的风华绝代吧。。。

2010 Chronicle

时间的沙漏又回到了瓶底，
366粒沙子都是璀璨耀眼的
在细细地溜进回忆里。。。

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2010 年的残烛已灭
遗留下的溶蜡依旧徘徊
那些日子历历在目，
在等候着回味无全

感谢神，在2010年里对我的爱护和祝福。
在2011年，让我爱主更深
大家。。。HUAT 啊

电影分享：Rapunzel A Tangled Tale

又是一部比电影还好看的动画片。说真的，近年来我所看过的动画片真的比电影好看。像是“ Toy Story III", "UP", " Bolt", " How to Train Your Dragon", "Megamind"....... 都没有让我这死鬼挑剔的人失望。

说说戏吧，故事情节就省略啦。整部戏看下来还蛮合情合理，很流畅。唯一美中不足的是，那个老巫婆怎么就没有使些小魔法？一刀就让那个 Flynn 挂了 （好弱噢）。高潮戏码把戏玩得不够，有点食不知味的感觉。Flynn 感觉上有点睏，在戏尾好像没什么精神，可能嘴枪耍多了吧。



悠哉的星期天，看了这部戏，心情真的是超好，因为那只小小的变色龙 pascal，它的表情够斗趣的说。
Rapunzel 的金发真的有够长，很想对着她喊 ：“put down your hair, let me climb up the tower."
"I want hide in the tower, don't call me to work tomorrow"


工作的生活真的有够累，argh............MONDAY BLUE 又来了。

Aphasia

Gotta mention this, sound embarrassing.

Blogging using English? British way?
Erm, I am NOT confident at all. My English is SUCK!! Totally SUCK!

Shit man, why I am so SUCK in my English? (by the way I am NOT good in any language or else) Standing in front of mirror, search the way out. NO point!

Sometimes. No, most of the time, the point and ideas just stuck in my mind. The impulse for create a words out just escaping nerves somewhere else, somehow. I NOT even know where it gone, do not park in the proper place. THEN......

When the words are just to blow up, it just.... gone
disappear....
supress.....
loss....

I mean my linguistic ability, when I talk
Apparently it so obvious when come to ENGLISH

What we call this in medical?
is it APHASIA?
mean I am having impairment in language modality,
theoretically I am,
since I have difficulty in comprehending and producing words,
even in pronouncing.

I have realise this for a great times ago,
And I feel so uncomfortable currently, when people around me asking for an excuse
"AGAIN, I cannot catch u!" , especially doing phone call.

Please be patient with me,
OR I am talking too fast, scare people catch my words
May be I should be patient in speaking speed, Do NOT always trying to catch the train

Kinda ridiculing myself,
I am NOT that bad, right =)

Then, why blogging in English?
Erm, it is because I call it as ...............

again.........APHASIA, gosh!


p/s: I found the words ( I call it as practise, a therapy)

Back to December

独爱 Taylor Swift 这自弹自唱的版本，配合雪花纷飞的布景，在12 月独自弹奏着用悲哀谱成的调，超有Feel ~

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time

-Lovely December-